chapter 6

Cady: have you ever been in a relationship before?

Moe: not actually.. why are you asking?

Cady: because everyone keeps telling that you're a player.

Moe: i'm what

Cady: and my friend said that you played with her once..

i looked at her and said: and you believed them?

Cady: no.. i don't know, thats why i'm asking you?

Moe: meen elli galt lk? 

she told me her friend's name.

i laughed..

Cady: what so funny?

Moe: cause she begged me once to talk to her and i refused. now what she's trying to revenge?

Cady: did she?

Moe: yea! even if you asked my friends about her they'll tell you the same!

Cady:…………

i looked at her: you're my first and last!

Cady hugged me: i love you

Moe: i love you too!

i was about to leave and she said that she's going to the mall with her friends and she asked me if i wanna join i said no i didn't want to take her away from her friends.

so i told to take care and have fun!

i don't really like her friends, they negatively affect on her!

so me and the guys went jet-ski-ing and we stayed at the chalet for the rest of the day!

cady didn't call, i wanted to call her but i thought she was busy with her friends so i didn't. 

until one of her friends called! 

Cady's friend: hey moe

Moe: hey

Cady's friend: you need to come to cady's

Moe: is cady okay!!

Cady's friend: she's fine

Moe: i'm coming

i did not believe that she's fine, i know she wasn't!

i hysterically headed to her house! 

and i called her friend and told her that i'm out.

her friend came out and let me in, 

and there she was with the huge purplish black bruise around her eye! 

I was in shock, i freezed in my place!
Cady looked at me then she looked at her friends

Cady: who told him!!!

No one answered

Cady: i told you not to!
Moe: cady
Cady looked at me:........
I took a step closer to her and slowly talked: who. Did. This. To. You
Cady:.........
Moe: cady what happened
Cady: nothing
Moe: this ain't nothing Cady!!
Cady:........
Moe: you tell me what happened now
Cady: I'm not gonna tell
I turned to her friends and said: what happened
One of her friends said: we don't know, she went to buy water and she came back like this
Moe:...........
I looked at Cady she looked back.
Moe: girls can you leave us alone?
They: sure
And they left
Moe: cady
Cady: moe its over, it doesn't even hurt.
Moe: elli fe 3aink hatha maynskt 3nah cady!!
Cady: moe
Moe: tell me what happened
Cady:...............

Cady's dad came in..
He came closer to us

Her dad: what happened!!!
He looked at me
He: did you do this to her?
Moe: no
He: did he hurt you
Cady:..........
He looked at me and said: get out
Moe:.........
Cady: its not his fault, he didn't do anything!
He: I TOLD YOU TO GET OUT

I walked to the door and got out
I seriously hated my life that moment.
I didn't know what to do!
I didn't know where to go..
I felt miserable, cady's hurt and i couldn't do anything about it!
I got back home and locked myself in my room.
My mum tried to came in a couple of times, i kept pretending that I'm asleep.

The next day i called one of Cady's friend to check on Caddy,
She told me that Cady's fine, and she talked to her parents about what happened.

Moe: and do you know what happened?
Cady's friend: not actually, but i know who did it.
Moe: tell me

She told me that a guy hit her, but why? I didn't really know!
She told me the guy's name.
I asked my friends and the boys in school about him,
And i got him!
So they told me where does he hang and stuff to go and look for him!
But i couldn't find him anywhere, i guess he knew that someone would look for him.
But guess what? He's at my school, so he's officially dead:D

I spent the rest of the weekend at home.
And I've killed him in my mind a plenty of times:)
I haven't talked to Cady for the past two days!
Which is really bad, i really miss her..

On sunday i went to school early,
And I've waited for him to come, but he didn't show up!
I saw cady, she was covering her eye.
I wanted to talk to her, i didn't know why i was to scared to.
And the principal decided to give us an open day:)
I was like what the heck!!
I'm so not going to find him with all these people out here
So i asked the guys to help me out finding him!
While i was looking for him i hit Cady accidentally

Moe: I'm sorry, did i hurt you?
Cady looked at me: no
I looked at her:...........
And we kept looking at each other for a moment,
I kissed her eye, and walked away.
I didn't want her to get into troubles because of me! So i just walked away.
The boys called me and told me that they found him,

Moe: where are you know?
One of the boys: we got him, we're at the hallway.
Moe: I'm coming

I went to the hallway, and saw him there.
The boys were talking to him, he was yelling
I didn't know what was he saying, i was too busy killing him in my mind.
I walked towards him, hit him so bad,
Everyone tried to stop me, i tried to stop me.
But i couldn't, i was too mad i wanted him to die!
People gathered, teachers came, and principle.

Principle: MOOOEE!
the boys came and took me away from him!

Moe: NO ONE TOUCHES MY CADY DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

The principle told me to go to his office.
Cady was there and she saw everything.
She was crying...
I ran towards her,
I held her

Moe: why are you crying
She took my hands off her and said: DON'T TOUCH ME!
Moe:............

chapter 5

she looked at the car, she couldn't move, i kept yelling, but all she've done was staring.

the car stopped, i swear it was only centimetres away from her. i ran towards her hugged her so tight, she cried as she don't believe what just happened. 

Moe: you're okay babe, don't cry!

i whipped her tear with my hand looked at her in the eye, she was so scared. 

she whispered: moe

i couldn't handle seeing her like this! i just can not. 

i hugged her.

Moe: nothing is going to happen to you, as long as i'm here with you! you're safe with me, i'm going to protect you. 

she hugged me helplessly.

i wanted to stay with her for the rest of the night. 

but she said she'll be okay!

so i let her go, and we got back home.

i actually couldn't sleep. 

whenever i close my eyes i remember what happened.

next day at school:

it was a day off for seniors but we had to go to school to do some stuff. 

i didn't want to help i was so tired.

so i just walked around school

i passed by Cady's class

i knocked and got in.

teacher: yes?

Moe: is there someone called Cady in this class?

her friends and she laughed. 

teacher: yea, why?

Moe: oh the principal wants her. 

the teacher let her out.

Cady: what are you doing?

Moe: hi

Cady laughed: what

Moe: i'm just bored

Cady: what do you wanna do?

Moe: i'll show you something

Cady: what?

Moe: come

and i grabbed her hand and we ran upstairs.

i took her to the roof!

my very favourite place in school!

Cady: seriously moe?

Moe: for god's sake look how perfect is this place!

Cady: it is an empty roof.

i looked at her: so, its calm and peaceful

Cady laughed: you're so weird. 

Moe: i know

Cady came closer and held my hand: that's why i love you

i kissed her nose: i love you too shorty 

Cady: i'm not short

Moe: you're

Cady: no i'm not! it's not my fault that you're over-height.

i laughed: you wish you had my height. 

Cady looked at me and smiled.

Moe: cady

Cady: yea?

Moe: i'm gonna marry you

Cady laughed

Moe: what's so funny

Cady: you sound serious 

Moe: i'm serious

Cady: we're too young

Moe: we're not

Cady smiled and hugged me: i love you

Moe: don't change the subject

Cady laughed.

so we just talked and talked..

Cady: i want a baby boy called alwaleed.

Moe: alwaleed? no

Cady: whhyyyy

Moe: i don't like the name!

Cady looked at me:…………

i laughed: what

Cady: its so nice

Moe: okay. i'll do what ever you want

Cady smiled.

Moe: but hey ana elli b5tar esm elbent! 

Cady: what girl

Moe: our

Cady smiled: oh, yea okay.

Moe: can i call her Cady?

Cady: NO YOU CAN'T

i laughed: why

Cady: i'm the only cady!

Moe: er7meni

Cady: shut up!

i laughed

Cady got mad and sat away from me

i got closer to her.

Moe: are you mad at me?

Cady: no

Moe: ela you're

Cady: i'm not

i kissed her forehead: sorry

Cady looked at me: i love you

Moe: i love you too!

after that we went down because the belly already rang!

so we're about to go home.

i was driving cady home!

Cady: you know what tomorrow is right

Moe: what

Cady looked at me: my birthday….. 

i looked at her: oh

HOW COULD I FORGET!

Cady: you totally forgot about it

Moe: i.. did not

Cady: you did!

Moe: i'm sorry

Cady:…………..

Moe: i'm sorry i'll make it up to you i swear!

she sat silently all the way home. 

when i arrived her home.

i turned around to her,

i held her hand: hey

Cady looked at me.

Moe: i love you

Cady:…………..

Moe: i'm sorry

Cady: its okay

Moe: its not, i'm sorry Cady i'm really sorry

she kissed me and whispered: its okay

Moe: i love you

Cady: i love you too!

Moe: take care

after a couple of hours i went to the mall, to buy Cady her birthday gifts!

i was all the time on the phone with her friends, because i didn't actually know what to buy her!

after hours of shopping i bought her two dresses her friends said that she wanted, a tiffany necklace *i guess the name of the brand is tiffany i don't really remember:( its the one with the greenish blue box* also i bought her a new phone!

the day passed normally, nothing happened. 

i kept telling Cady that i'm sorry!

and we were all up at 12am!

to wish her a happy birthday.

at 12am everyone wished her a happy birthday bbm, mentions, dm's everywhere!

our chat in bbm:

after i pinged her a zillion of times

Cady: ;;)

Moe: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ONE AND ONLYY!! i love you i love you so much! 

enjoy your daayy baby<3!!!

Cady: awww!:(

Moe: allah la y7rmni mnk la dniaa wla a5raa! i wish you the best of the best:') i wish the happiest thing my caaddz<3

Cady: I LOVE YOUU:((((

Moe: i love you more my sugar pie!!

she changed her display name to birthday girl.

personal message " I LOVE MOE!"

we kept talking until she fell asleep!

the other day at school:

Cady went to school and just like any normal boring day they took some classes and then it's break time! they went to the cafeteria and everyone was acting weird cady noticed but she don't mind so she didn't ask what's wrong, but she didn't see me anywhere she asked my friends about me and they said that i'm sick and absent so she got worried. like a lot! she tried to text me but i did not answer. so she thought i might be sleeping!

after some periods, it was the second break, and cady wasn't excited about it cause i wasn't there. so they went to the cafeteria and BOOOMM!

a cake on cady's face and guess who's the one who stuffed her face with the cake? yes, me.

and we all sang happy birthday to her and wished her a happy birthday,

everyone was hugging her and stuff they didn't gave me the chance to talk to her, so i was the last person who wished her a happy birthday!

i got closer to her hugged her

Moe: galbi elli 9aro kbar.

Cady laughed: i love you.

after that we asked for permission to let us continue the day celebrating and skip the rest of the classes. also we wanted to spend the day at school! the principal said fine!

we all sat together, so i didn't really had to spend a lot of time with cady, i mean like alone!

but the day went actually perfect!!

we all got back home, i was so tired i didn't even say goodnight to Cady, i fell asleep!

the next day it was weekend so i wanted to surprise Cady again! 

and give her the gifts i bought for her.

i went to the flowers shop, and bought flowers.

and i headed to her house! 

i called her and told her that i'm out and she was like: moe its 9am what are you doing here!!

she came out, i hugged her so tight.

Moe: happy birthday 

Cady: moe my birthday is over

Moe: so what

Cady laughed.

Moe: i got you something.

and i gave her the gifts!

she kissed me and thanked me a billion of times!

she told me to get in, i really didn't want to!

i mean none of our parents know about us *yet*

but she told me that she'll say i'm a regular friend. 

so i got in we sat in their guests room.

she was on her phone for too long.

and i kept on telling her to leave her phone, and she kept on telling me that's her friend's telling her something important. 

after a couple of minutes. 

Moe: Cady seriously leave it!!

Cady: ok.

she left her phone and got closer to me

Cady: can we talk about something?

Moe:……………

chapter 4

i immediately took her to the hospital!

thank god she didn't faint she just couldn't breath.

when we arrived they gave her oxygen and she got her breathe back.

Cady: i don't wanna stay in the hospital please Moe!

Moe: you're not staying. 

Cady: the doctor said that i have to stay

Moe: don't worry you're not staying!

and i kissed her forehead. 

i talked to the doctor, w belmout he said okay she can go!

i took her home after saying goodbye to her.

and when i was home! we chatted on bbm i was worried about her and she kept saying that she's okay!

two weeks passed nothing spacial happened. 

today the girls were having a sleepover at school. 

-not everyone there was only two classes including Cady's class.-

so boys were not allowed to get in, but yea we like to break rules.

so it was kinda late!

and we were planing on how we're going to get in!

so we sneaked in, we were looking through the door. 

until one of the boys came runing and jumped above us and we fell..  

and yea, the girls noticed w hawshuna 3shan n6l3. 

but hell no we're not going out.

so we sat with them, they were talking about girls stuff.. 

we got bored so we decided to do the rainbow milk challenge. 

cady wasn't there she was with her friend somewhere. 

so she didn't saw the whole challenge

we did the challenge and i was the last one who vomited. 

and when i was about to vomit -اكرمكم الله- Cady came and she saw me vomiting.

and she freaked out! 

because yea she didn't know about the challenge plus the vomit was blue so it was scary!

Cady: MOE WHATS WRONG!!

i couldn't answer her. 

she saw the floor missed up..

Cady: was it a challenge!! 

Moe why would you hurt your self for fun are you crazy!1

look at your self

Moe: its nothing

Cady: you're vomiting, vomiting is something!

and now you got your stomach empty, is that cool?

Moe: chill cady

Cady: no i'm not going to chill, i don't want you to hurt yourself and you don't care.

Moe: i do care

Cady: NO, you don't. 

and everyone was staring at us, because you know no one know about us!

one of the boys: why do you care cady?

Cady looked at him then me:…………..

Moe: because i'm her damn boyfriend

everyone was like: what

her friends grabbed her and asked her when did that happened

i was so not feeling well! 

but i didn't want to show it because if i did. cady will kill me.

but i just couldn't

and i fell on the flour holding my stomach! 

Cady: MOE!

she came closer to me and turned around to the boys: HELP HIM!

so the boys lift me up and took me to the hospital. 

at the hospital 

i was so tired, cady was sitiing next to me.

she was so mad! she didn't even speak word with me.

Moe: i'm sorry

Cady: what if something worse than this happened? huh?

Moe: i'm sorry

Cady: sorry won't make everything better. do you like the hospital? do you wanna stay in it?

Moe:……….

Cady: nobody likes the hospital moe. 

Moe: i didn't want this to happen, i didn't know that it'd affect on me, like look at the boys they're perfectly fine!

Cady: you just don't get it right

Moe: get what

Cady: if something hurts you it'd hurt me either moe. and if you like seeing me hurt keep doing it

Moe: i'd not let a thing hurt you 

Cady teared.

Moe: don't cry please don't

Cady: i don't anything to happen to you moe

Moe: nothing will happen i promise, please don't cry

Cady:………..

Moe: i love you Cady

Cady looked at me: do you?

Moe: i do

Cady: i love you too

i got up and kissed her forehead: i love you more babe

so after we got out from the hospital, 

everyone didn't want to go back home so we're going to continue the night at school.

i wasn't fully okay yet, so i wasn't moving a lot. 

and cady was sitting next to me while everyone was playing a game.

we just talked and talked. 

and while i was talking she kissed me.

everyone was like: a7laaa w they laughed.

me and cady laughed. 

I L O V E H E R!

later they deiced to go to sleep.

so boys are out. 

i didn't wanna leave, but we were forced.

so we left, but while we were walking to the car cady came out.

Cady yelled: MOE!

i turned around: whats wrong? 

Cady: you forgot your phone.

Moe: oh

she smiled. 

she came closer, and a car came by!

the car was really fast,

i immediately said in my head, i'm going to lose her. 

i and the boys yelled: CAADYYY! 

cady looked and freezed..

oh god..  

Chapter 3

Cady: i love you moe

Moe: you do?

Cady: yea. i mean since the day i met you, i had something for you that i couldn't explain! but now i know.

Moe:…………

Cady: i'm sorry if this bothers you!

Moe: NO!, it doesn't. uhm, i feel the same too.

Cady: what?

Moe: yea! i love you too.

Cady looked at me and she hugged me again!

i spent the day with her the day just went perfect!

i seriously didn't expect us to be together, like i've something for Cady but i didn't realise

 that it was love..

so after school we went to the park, we were about 20 person or something

there was me and my friends and cady and her friends. 

i couldn't sit alone with cady because nobody knows about us yet!

so we all sat together, we usually play T or D in the park. 

so we did.

i'm not gonna name my friends' name nor Cady's because its too hard to name them all!

so i'm just gonna call them Mf and Cf. 

Cf: so who's gonna start? 

Mf: me

and he flipped the bottle 

and it pointed to Cady.

Mf: t or d?

Cady: t

Mf: what does it feel to be so pretty?

everyone laughed, except me:) 

i got mad.. 

Cady looked at me and smiled, i couldn't and smiled back.

Mf: i'm just kidding, do you have a crush on someone in school?

Cady: yes.

Mf2: probably me.

Moe: haha you guys are so funny.

everyone looked at me, cady laughed. 

Mf: shfek m39b? 

Moe: i'm not.

Cf: elaah! 

Moe: la hw..

Cady: my turn.

she flipped the bottle and yea, me.

Cady: t or d?

Moe: d

Cady: i dare you to go to the street and sleep on the ground, when a car comes you run.

Moe: do. you. want. me. to. die.

Mf: chickeeennn.

Moe: you wouldn't do it! i don't wanna die.

Cady: it or you lose.

Moe: you're so mean

Cady laughed.

we all headed to the street. 

and yea:) i layed down.. when a car came i paralysed i forgot how to move:) 

Cady screamed: MOEEE GET UP!

i got as fast as i could

Mf: thanks cady you almost killed our best friend. 

Moe: its not her fault shut up

Mf: jesus jza el5air!

Cady: i'm sorry 

Moe: its okay come on lets get back to the game.

so we continued, it wasn't my turn nor Cady's so i'm not gonna mention what happened. 

when my turn came, it was between me and Cady's friend. 

Cf: t or d

Moe: d

Cf: i dare you to kiss Cady

Moe:……….

Cady looked at her: what

Cf: yep.

my friends were like: you're effing lucky go ahead. 

but i didn't want to!

i got closer to her.

and kissed her, she actually kissed me back.

i grabbed her hand while doing that.

she let me go because everyone was staring and you know, it felt weird. 

so i sat there silently, cady too. 

we didn't speak a word, all i was thinking of is her.

and whats next, plus i can still feel her kissing me..

i looked at her, she was already looking at me. 

she smiled. gosh i love that smile.

they were done playing so we're leaving!

i grabbed Cady.

Moe: tben pinkberry?

Cady: eeh.

Moe: yalla nro7.

so we headed to pinkberry..

we orderd.

Moe: do you want to sit or shall we go out?

Cady: lets eat here.

Moe: okay

so we sat..

Cady: moe

i looked at her

Cady smiled. 

i laughed: shfek?

Cady: mafeni shay

Moe: okay

Moe: was that okay?

Cady: what is it?

Moe: the.. kiss..

Cady laughed: yes, somehow. 

Moe smiled: ok

after a couple of minutes.. 

she was holding her heart? 

Moe: you okay?

Cady: what

Moe: are you feeling something

Cady: i don't know

i got closer to her: Cady focus do you wanna go to the hospital.

Cady: no 

Moe: does it hurts

Cady:……….

Moe: Cady

Cady:………..

she was losing her breathe.. again.

chapter 2

she fainted, while i was trying to keep her awake.

doctors blamed me. i couldn't handle it!

i was thinking of giving up and leaving the hospital. 

but i couldn't. something stopped me.

something related to Cady.

i feel like i've to be there for her, even though i don't know her that much. but i promised, and promises are promises right?

after 4 hour

it was late like really late but i had to check on her.

i knocked. 

Moe: can i come in?

Cady:………..

Moe: are you mad at me?

Cady: you almost killed me

Moe:…………….

i was shocked, like i haven't done anything!

Moe: okay i'm leaving.

Cady: don't

Moe:……….

Cady: don't leave

Moe: i got blamed thousands of times in two weeks

Cady:……….

Moe: i.. don't wanna leave. but i just can't handle this anymore.

Cady: i need you.

Moe: why

Cady: i don't know

Moe: you don't need me

Cady: moe i've been in a lot of hospitals before i've never had a doctor who treats me like a friend, and then i came here and here you are. you're different moe don't leave.

Moe: i'm leaving anyways! i'm not going to be working in ramadhan and its one week from now.

Cady:………… 

Moe: i'm sorry

Cady: you promised

Moe:……..

Cady looked at me: you promised moe

i sighed. she cried. 

i couldn't do anything, i couldn't think.

i have never felt like this before, this is so big!

Moe: stop crying

Cady: you don't care

Moe: i do

Cady: no you don't.

Moe:……………

Cady: you can leave.

Moe: i'm not leaving Cady, listen i didn't mean that i don't wanna be here with you, its because ramdhan is coming i'm not going to work and you're going to be out of hospital.

Cady: how do you know

Moe: i just know, now can you please stop crying?

Cady:…………

Moe: i'll make it up to you, you sleep now and i'm taking you out when you wake up.

Cady looked at me:………..

Moe: i promise. 

Cady: okay

and i left to let her sleep!

10am

she woke up and called me we decided to go to the avenues. 

Moe: ready?

Cady: yea.

in the car:

Cady: you have a nice car!

Moe: yea?

Cady: yea!!

Moe: ma t3'la 3laik.

Cady smiled: i don't think i'll ever drive.

Moe: why?

Cady: i'm not gonna make it.

Moe: you're going to be 16 you're going to be 140 ok? don't be depressed. 

Cady: ok..

we arrived and ate breakfast! 

after that she met her friends…. 

Cady: moe i'm going with them, is it okay?

Moe: uhm, yea but i've to be connected with one of them? incase something happened to you.

Cady: yea okay.

she gave me one of her friends' number. 

i walked all alone, kan zhg elw9'3 bs yalla 3shan cady. 

3 hours later, i felt r e a l l y bored! i called Cady's friends, but her phone was locked. 

i called a plenty of times, no answer. 

i got worried. like what if something happened to them? Cady?

i ran all over the mall looking for them. 

i couldn't find them!

5 minutes later she called. 

Cady: moe

Moe: waink!!! 

Cady: we got out of the mall

Moe:……. 

Cady: i'm sorry i didn't wanna tell because i knew that you wouldn't let me go

Moe: where are you

Cady: parking

Moe: i'm coming don't move.

i didn't know what to say. 

i went to the parking.

i saw her with her friends. 

Cady: moe, i'm sorry

Moe: we're going back to the hospital

Cady: but… 

Moe: no buts

Cady: i don't want to

Moe: cady, let's go.

Cady:……….. you're not going to force me. 

Moe: cady i don't want something to happen to you! lets go

she hugged her friends and we left. 

we sat in silence until we arrived the hospital. 

she headed to her room and i went to see the doctor.

two hours later:

i knocked.

Cady: come.

Moe: hey

Cady: hey

Moe: kaifk?

Cady: …………..

Moe: z3lana?

Cady: no

Moe: 6ayeb cady

Cady: esh? 

Moe: bt6l3en mn elhosp bukra.

Cady looked at me.

Cady: i don't want to.

Moe:………. why is that!

Cady: i'm not gonna be able to see you if i got out.

Moe: so?

Cady:…………

Moe: Cady i don't mean anything to you, you didn't care about how i feel. today i was worried i almost died! you didn't care.

Cady: i did moe

Moe:………..

Cady: i feel guilty 

Moe: who would want to be in the hospital cady? you have to get out, your family needs you.

Cady: can you stay with me today? since its our last day.

Moe: sure.

Cady: moe

Moe: yea?

Cady: i'm sorry for everything

Moe:……………

Cady:………….

i hugged her.

she cried so hard, i didn't know that i mean this much to her!

Moe: cady don't cry

Cady: moe

Moe:……….

Cady: i'm sorry

Moe: i'm not mad at you cady its okay!

i was still hugging her and she kept telling me that she's sorry!

Moe: 6ayeb e7keli how did the disease began?

Cady: when my was having a birth of me her umbilical cord wrapped up around my neck and i don't know what happen exactly but my heart moved from it place to the right side. so i'm not like the rest, my heart is on the right side.

Moe:….. does it hurt? 

Cady: yea.

Moe: you'll be better.

Cady smiled.

we kept talking about random stuff.

she fell asleep in my arms! 

that felt so amazing:') i can not forgot that feeling.

doctor came in after awhile, he said that her parents are here. and she's leaving. 

i woke her up, she got up and she started to pack up her stuff..

i felt like i'm not going to see her anymore. 

even though we'll be in the same school, but who knows.

anyways.

she was done from packing her stuff..

Cady sighed.

i got closer to her: hey, you're going home.

Cady smiled: yea

Moe: Cady, uhm, you know you're different from any other girl i've ever known, i've never got close this fast to a girl. i hope that we still in touch. you know

Cady: you're the first person elli a7s enh he cares about me.

Moe: everyone cares about you Cady

Cady: i'm going to see you in school right

Moe: yea

Cady: i'm gonna miss you

Moe:……….

Cady:……….

Moe: i'm going to miss you even more.

i kissed her forehead. 

Moe: goodbye cady, take care. 

she left.

i don't know what does this girl mean to me, all i know that she's something big. 

ramadhan came, eid, everything was normal. i haven't talked to cady since then. 

i miss her so freaking much!

i get her updates from the doctors. 

they say she's doing good. 

first day of school:

i'm so excited i'm finally going to see her, plus this is my senior year. 

as i told our school is mixed. 

but in every grade there's only one class that full of boys and three other classes for girls. 

i got in school, met my friends. 

I'm actually a friend with most of the school.

and i'm still looking for Cady, you know, z7mt awal youm. 

plus there's a lot of new people that i don't know so its hard to find her!

while i was looking for her people were getting ready for the gathering thingy they're doing. elli 7g elnew students.. 

the teacher asked me to do the opening, i really didn't want to..

so everyone was sitting and i stood up on the stage and red the speech.. 

after that the teacher told me to ask questions for fun. and i was like "gaaah" 

Moe: ma3ndi sw2al men 3nda sw2al?

everyone laughed and i stood there emotionlessly

Moe: 6ayeb, esh esm muder elmdrsa? 

i picked up a girl from the juniors.

the girl: muhammed?

Moe: amana? t5elo a9er muderkum? 

everyone laughed.

i stood next to the speech thingy hathak *yarab tfhmon* 

Moe: elsalamu 3laikum w r7mt allah w brkatuh ama b3d 6ulabi el23za2 ento a7san nas bel7yah w shukran muderkum muhammed elfallah

everyone laughed.

Moe: yalla bs men yjawb esh esm elmuder?

a guy came out and he said the name.

Moe: 6ayeb yalla sw2al thani, men a7la wld bel3alm? 

everyone: MOEE

Moe *acting like i'm blushing*: oh stop it

the teacher laughing: 5la9 moe flayt'ha bzyada 

moe: a5ar question, km 3dd 6ulab elmdrsa? 

a girl came out to answer, and yea she was Cady. 

i swear i was about to cry.

i wanted to hug her really bad

Cady: 300 tgrebn?

Moe: 9AAA7777 

everyone: 56aaa2!!!

Moe: 97 3'a9bn 3nkum yalla chub!

Cady laughed.

and i just couldn't so.. i hugged her in front of everyone! yes i did. 

Moe: i missed you, i missed you so much.

Cady: i miss you more

i gave the teacher the mic and i got away from the rest of the students with Cady

Moe: how's everything?

Cady: good

Moe: do you like the school?

Cady: yea.

Moe: listen if anybody from the boys bothers you just tell me i'll kill him immediately.

Cady: whoa relax yab6al

Moe: eeh shko!

Cady came closer and hugged me.

Cady: i love you moe