she fainted, while i was trying to keep her awake.
doctors blamed me. i couldn't handle it!
i was thinking of giving up and leaving the hospital.
but i couldn't. something stopped me.
something related to Cady.
i feel like i've to be there for her, even though i don't know her that much. but i promised, and promises are promises right?
after 4 hour
it was late like really late but i had to check on her.
i knocked.
Moe: can i come in?
Cady:………..
Moe: are you mad at me?
Cady: you almost killed me
Moe:…………….
i was shocked, like i haven't done anything!
Moe: okay i'm leaving.
Cady: don't
Moe:……….
Cady: don't leave
Moe: i got blamed thousands of times in two weeks
Cady:……….
Moe: i.. don't wanna leave. but i just can't handle this anymore.
Cady: i need you.
Moe: why
Cady: i don't know
Moe: you don't need me
Cady: moe i've been in a lot of hospitals before i've never had a doctor who treats me like a friend, and then i came here and here you are. you're different moe don't leave.
Moe: i'm leaving anyways! i'm not going to be working in ramadhan and its one week from now.
Cady:…………
Moe: i'm sorry
Cady: you promised
Moe:……..
Cady looked at me: you promised moe
i sighed. she cried.
i couldn't do anything, i couldn't think.
i have never felt like this before, this is so big!
Moe: stop crying
Cady: you don't care
Moe: i do
Cady: no you don't.
Moe:……………
Cady: you can leave.
Moe: i'm not leaving Cady, listen i didn't mean that i don't wanna be here with you, its because ramdhan is coming i'm not going to work and you're going to be out of hospital.
Cady: how do you know
Moe: i just know, now can you please stop crying?
Cady:…………
Moe: i'll make it up to you, you sleep now and i'm taking you out when you wake up.
Cady looked at me:………..
Moe: i promise.
Cady: okay
and i left to let her sleep!
10am
she woke up and called me we decided to go to the avenues.
Moe: ready?
Cady: yea.
in the car:
Cady: you have a nice car!
Moe: yea?
Cady: yea!!
Moe: ma t3'la 3laik.
Cady smiled: i don't think i'll ever drive.
Moe: why?
Cady: i'm not gonna make it.
Moe: you're going to be 16 you're going to be 140 ok? don't be depressed.
Cady: ok..
we arrived and ate breakfast!
after that she met her friends….
Cady: moe i'm going with them, is it okay?
Moe: uhm, yea but i've to be connected with one of them? incase something happened to you.
Cady: yea okay.
she gave me one of her friends' number.
i walked all alone, kan zhg elw9'3 bs yalla 3shan cady.
3 hours later, i felt r e a l l y bored! i called Cady's friends, but her phone was locked.
i called a plenty of times, no answer.
i got worried. like what if something happened to them? Cady?
i ran all over the mall looking for them.
i couldn't find them!
5 minutes later she called.
Cady: moe
Moe: waink!!!
Cady: we got out of the mall
Moe:…….
Cady: i'm sorry i didn't wanna tell because i knew that you wouldn't let me go
Moe: where are you
Cady: parking
Moe: i'm coming don't move.
i didn't know what to say.
i went to the parking.
i saw her with her friends.
Cady: moe, i'm sorry
Moe: we're going back to the hospital
Cady: but…
Moe: no buts
Cady: i don't want to
Moe: cady, let's go.
Cady:……….. you're not going to force me.
Moe: cady i don't want something to happen to you! lets go
she hugged her friends and we left.
we sat in silence until we arrived the hospital.
she headed to her room and i went to see the doctor.
two hours later:
i knocked.
Cady: come.
Moe: hey
Cady: hey
Moe: kaifk?
Cady: …………..
Moe: z3lana?
Cady: no
Moe: 6ayeb cady
Cady: esh?
Moe: bt6l3en mn elhosp bukra.
Cady looked at me.
Cady: i don't want to.
Moe:………. why is that!
Cady: i'm not gonna be able to see you if i got out.
Moe: so?
Cady:…………
Moe: Cady i don't mean anything to you, you didn't care about how i feel. today i was worried i almost died! you didn't care.
Cady: i did moe
Moe:………..
Cady: i feel guilty
Moe: who would want to be in the hospital cady? you have to get out, your family needs you.
Cady: can you stay with me today? since its our last day.
Moe: sure.
Cady: moe
Moe: yea?
Cady: i'm sorry for everything
Moe:……………
Cady:………….
i hugged her.
she cried so hard, i didn't know that i mean this much to her!
Moe: cady don't cry
Cady: moe
Moe:……….
Cady: i'm sorry
Moe: i'm not mad at you cady its okay!
i was still hugging her and she kept telling me that she's sorry!
Moe: 6ayeb e7keli how did the disease began?
Cady: when my was having a birth of me her umbilical cord wrapped up around my neck and i don't know what happen exactly but my heart moved from it place to the right side. so i'm not like the rest, my heart is on the right side.
Moe:….. does it hurt?
Cady: yea.
Moe: you'll be better.
Cady smiled.
we kept talking about random stuff.
she fell asleep in my arms!
that felt so amazing:') i can not forgot that feeling.
doctor came in after awhile, he said that her parents are here. and she's leaving.
i woke her up, she got up and she started to pack up her stuff..
i felt like i'm not going to see her anymore.
even though we'll be in the same school, but who knows.
anyways.
she was done from packing her stuff..
Cady sighed.
i got closer to her: hey, you're going home.
Cady smiled: yea
Moe: Cady, uhm, you know you're different from any other girl i've ever known, i've never got close this fast to a girl. i hope that we still in touch. you know
Cady: you're the first person elli a7s enh he cares about me.
Moe: everyone cares about you Cady
Cady: i'm going to see you in school right
Moe: yea
Cady: i'm gonna miss you
Moe:……….
Cady:……….
Moe: i'm going to miss you even more.
i kissed her forehead.
Moe: goodbye cady, take care.
she left.
i don't know what does this girl mean to me, all i know that she's something big.
ramadhan came, eid, everything was normal. i haven't talked to cady since then.
i miss her so freaking much!
i get her updates from the doctors.
they say she's doing good.
first day of school:
i'm so excited i'm finally going to see her, plus this is my senior year.
as i told our school is mixed.
but in every grade there's only one class that full of boys and three other classes for girls.
i got in school, met my friends.
I'm actually a friend with most of the school.
and i'm still looking for Cady, you know, z7mt awal youm.
plus there's a lot of new people that i don't know so its hard to find her!
while i was looking for her people were getting ready for the gathering thingy they're doing. elli 7g elnew students..
the teacher asked me to do the opening, i really didn't want to..
so everyone was sitting and i stood up on the stage and red the speech..
after that the teacher told me to ask questions for fun. and i was like "gaaah"
Moe: ma3ndi sw2al men 3nda sw2al?
everyone laughed and i stood there emotionlessly
Moe: 6ayeb, esh esm muder elmdrsa?
i picked up a girl from the juniors.
the girl: muhammed?
Moe: amana? t5elo a9er muderkum?
everyone laughed.
i stood next to the speech thingy hathak *yarab tfhmon*
Moe: elsalamu 3laikum w r7mt allah w brkatuh ama b3d 6ulabi el23za2 ento a7san nas bel7yah w shukran muderkum muhammed elfallah
everyone laughed.
Moe: yalla bs men yjawb esh esm elmuder?
a guy came out and he said the name.
Moe: 6ayeb yalla sw2al thani, men a7la wld bel3alm?
everyone: MOEE
Moe *acting like i'm blushing*: oh stop it
the teacher laughing: 5la9 moe flayt'ha bzyada
moe: a5ar question, km 3dd 6ulab elmdrsa?
a girl came out to answer, and yea she was Cady.
i swear i was about to cry.
i wanted to hug her really bad
Cady: 300 tgrebn?
Moe: 9AAA7777
everyone: 56aaa2!!!
Moe: 97 3'a9bn 3nkum yalla chub!
Cady laughed.
and i just couldn't so.. i hugged her in front of everyone! yes i did.
Moe: i missed you, i missed you so much.
Cady: i miss you more
i gave the teacher the mic and i got away from the rest of the students with Cady
Moe: how's everything?
Cady: good
Moe: do you like the school?
Cady: yea.
Moe: listen if anybody from the boys bothers you just tell me i'll kill him immediately.
Cady: whoa relax yab6al
Moe: eeh shko!
Cady came closer and hugged me.
Cady: i love you moe
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