summer '11
Doctor: Moe we need help!
Moe: i'm coming!
i ran to help them,
there was she,
standing,
breathless..
Doctor yelling at me: MOE!
i held her so i could put her in bed,
she held me helplessly..
she seemed so weak.
Moe: you're going to be okay!
a tear fell from her eyes..
she: promise?
Moe: i promise.
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My name is Muhammed most of people call me Moe, i'm 18 years old, i'm an only child!
i'm saudi i live in Kuwait.
this summer -'11- i volunteered at the hospital cause i didn't feel like travailing.
oh.. and she? i don't know her.
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Doctor: moe
Moe: yes?
Doctor: take charge of her, only her.
Moe: her? her who?
Doctor: Cady
Moe: i don't know her..
Doctor: the girl who came this morning!
Moe: oh.
Doctor: Room 139
i headed there.. i didn't want this to happen for some reason!
like.. i'd love to be in charge of more than one person.
i knocked the door
Cady: come in
Moe: uhm.. hi
Cady:……
she didn't even look at me.
Moe: Cady? right?
Cady: yes
Moe: i'm going to be in charge of you.
Cady: who gave you the permission?
Moe:……… the doctor did
Cady: do you even work her?
Moe: i'm a volunteer.
Cady: yea? you don't know how to deal with me nor my disease.
Moe: easy girl! i don't want to be here too.
Cady: so why don't you get out
DAMMIITT HOW RUDE IS THIS GIRL
Moe: i'm not going out and i'm going to deal with you either you like it or not.
she covered her face and started to cry.
wow..
Moe: d..don't cry, i'm going out and never gonna come back again if thats what you want.
Cady: it's okay.. you can stay
Moe: yea?
Cady: i'm sorry, i'm just not in such a good mood.
Moe: uhm, so..
Cady:……..
Moe: can i have some infos about you?
Cady: yea. ask.
Moe: how old are you?
Cady: 15
Moe: what kind of disease do you have?
Cady after she sighed: CHF
i looked at her, that's. so. sad!
she's too young.
*Btw CHF is some heart disease in arabic its called فشل القلب
Moe: what are you feeling lately?
Cady: my breath is getting worse.
Moe: ok.. wha..
Cady: stop i don't want you to ask me anymore
Moe: i have to..
Cady: you have my file, just look for the answer in it!
Moe: why are you so rude!
she looked at me shocked..
Cady: i'm sorry
Moe:………. let's make a deal
Cady: what?
Moe: i'm going to give you the file and you fill it.
Cady: okay..
so i gave her the file, and after she's done with it i got out.
three days passed this way!
i give her the file she write and so on.
the third day:
i was walking around the hosp, talking to people and stuff.
i passed on near to her room..
doctors were running nurses too.
there's something wrong with her!
i ran towards
Moe: whats wrong!
Doctor: haven't i told to be in charge of her?
Moe:……….
a doctor came out of her room: she's okay!
Moe: can someone tell me whats wrong?
doctor: a pill stuck in her throat.
Moe: how
doctor: she was already feeling breathless.
Moe: i'm so sorry
doctor: get in.
i got in,
she was crying her eyeballs out!
her eyes are bloodyy red!
Moe: salamtk
she looked it me hopelessly.
i wanted to hug her for no reason..
Cady: did they blame you?
Moe: its okay
Cady: i'm sorry
Moe: i told you its okay
Cady: i keep ruining things up
Moe: don't say that
Cady: i'm the reason of everything!
Moe:…………
Cady: i can't wait to die, everything is going to be okay without me!
Moe: DON'T SAY THAT! you're a reason to live! don't blame your self. whats written will happen its not because of you. Cady you're a human being that deserves to live.
no one is better than you.
Cady:……………
Moe: do you want me to leave you alone?
Cady: no, stay.
i sat on the chair next to her bed.
Moe: ok. so
Cady: uhm.. whats your.. name?
Moe after i laughed: guess?
Cady: ynasbk abdullah.
Moe: haha no. muhammed
Cady: oh.
Moe: call me moe
Cady: oh there's this guy in our school named muhammed they call him moe too.
Moe: oh you're in a mixed school
Cady: yea.
She talked about her school and it turned to be that we're at the same school!
But I'm going to be a senior and she's going to 10th grade!
So I'm going to be with her at the same school for a year!
Which is cool for some reason..
Cady: you look so old
Moe: how old?
Cady: idk 22
Moe: whoa no
Cady: yes!
Moe: you look old too, i thought you were 18 or something
She laughed.
Cady: are you married?
Moe: I'm 18 cady
Cady: so
Moe laughing: no
Cady: ynasb ykon 3ndk twins bnat
Moe laughing: wow
Cady smiled: why did you volunteer?
Moe: idk boredom
Cady: oh
Moe:......... Its your second year right?
Cady: what? Oh you mean the disease? Yes..
Moe: is it going well?
Cady: al7amdlla
Doctor came in: moe we need help!
Moe: coming
Moe: uhm i'll see you tomorrow k?
Cady: yea okay.
Next day:
I entered the room after i knocked.
Moe: morning
Cady: hey
Moe: how are you?
Cady: good
Moe: you've visitors
Cady: REALLY?
Moe laughing: yea
Cady: who??
Moe: idk your friends maybe
Cady: where are they?
Moe: oh they're coming in after you fill this.
She took the file and wrote as fast as she could!
Cady: let them come in!
Moe: okay!
I got out and told them to get in.
Two hours later the doctor told me to let them out! So i went there, knocked.
Cady: come.
Moe: uhm, I'm sorry but you really need to go.
Cady: no
Moe: you have to rest
Cady: mind your own business, I'm okay as long as I'm with them
Moe: its not your choice cady
Cady: i effing hate you
Moe:........
I was shocked.. I really felt bad! I wanted them to stay, they seemed important to her..
At Night: I went to check on her. The door was open
Moe: hey
Cady: get out
Moe:........
Cady: i told you to get out
Moe: i have to check on you.
Cady: why do you care
Moe: i don't, its my job.
Cady:.........….
I really did not mean it! Its just she keep on making me mad!
Moe: did you take your pills?
Cady: no
Moe: and why is that?
Cady: i don't want to
Moe: you have to!
Cady: why
Moe: that will help you to heal
Cady: i don't want that either
Moe: bla 3nad
Cady:.........…
She started to cry.
Moe:............…
Moe: why are you crying?
Cady: because of everything!
Moe: you d......…
Cady: leave me alone
Moe: no
Cady:...........
I sat next to her.
Moe: enti t3rfen en elzyara lk mmno3a right?
Your parents come everyday and they beg the doctors to see you.
They did everything to let you see your friends!
Aren't they something you want to be alive for? Do you have any sisters or brothers?
Cady: yes
Moe: don't you want to be alive for them? To help them? To stand beside them?
You. Are. Going. To. Be. Okay.
Cady: how do you know? I keep getting worse!
Moe: first thing that will make you heal is your mood, you have to be positive. That will help you a lot
Cady: moe
Moe: yea?
Cady: i don't hate you.
Moe laughed: i know, I'm loveable.
Cady laughed: thiga!
We talked about normal stuff.
Moe: so are you originally from kuwait?
Cady: my mum is kuwaiti and my dad is saudi
Moe: I'm saudi
Cady: i know
Moe: how
Cady: you don't speak kuwaiti, duh?
I laughed
Cady: do you love someone?
Moe: and what is that question for
Cady: idk i just.. Like if you loved someone you wouldn't be here.
Moe: yea, i don't love any.
Cady: oh
Moe: do you?
Cady: who would love me?
Moe: who wouldn't?
Cady:......…
Moe: you're pretty i bet everyone likes you Cady: am i?
Moe: yea! I'm a guy, i know what guys like.
Cady:......….
Moe: so, are we friends now?
Cady laughed: yes.
I laughed back. I looked at the clock it was kind of late.
Moe: i have to go.
Cady: okay
Moe: do you need something
Cady: no I'm okay
Moe: okay goodnight
Cady: night
And i left.
Next day
I was planning on buying her something! To cheer her up. I bought her flowers, that's the only thing i could get at the moment.
I went to her room, the door was open. I got in.
Moe: hollaa
Cady smiled widely: heyyy
Moe: rayggaa!
Cady laughed: yea
Moe: i bought you flowers
I handed her the flowers
Cady: thank you!!
Moe: its nothing.
Cady: aw come here!
I came closer. She hugged me.
I laughed.
We talked normally. Cady: moe
Moe: yea?
Cady: i got nothing but you now.
Moe:......…
Cady: don't leave me.
Moe: i won't.
Cady: promise?
Moe laughed
Cady: why are you laughing?
Moe: when i first met you, you told me to promise you that you'll be okay.
Cady: i did?
Moe: yea
Cady: i don't even remember.
Moe: you don't have to, and yea, i promise.
Cady smiled.
Moe: uhm, give me.. Your hand.
Cady handed me her hand.
I held her.
Moe: you have a beautiful smile.
Cady: i know.
Moe laughed.
We talked a lot, she kept staring at the clock.
Moe: 3ndk shay?
Cady: what?
Moe: 9arlk sana tna6'reen elsa3a
Cady: tonight is my friend's birthday.
Moe: tonight? And you're counting since now?
Cady: so what, only 9 hours left.
I laughed.
Moe: aren't you going to do something for her?
Cady: something like what?
Moe: i don't know you think?
Cady: my friends are doing a surprise party for her..
Moe: and you can't go.
Cady: yea
Moe: yea
Cady: .............. take me there
Moe: no
Cady: please
Moe: i can't
Cady: i beg you
Moe:............….
Cady: p l e a s e.
Moe sighed: ok
She hugged me: THANK YOU!
after that the doctor called me and told me to come, so i left Cady.
11:30pm:
i was running!
i'm late.
Cady: we're late, we're no gonna make it.
Moe: i'm so sorry Cady i had an emergency.
Cady: it's all your fault
Moe:………….
Cady yelled at me: I HATE YOU
she lost her breathe after that, her face turned all blue.
Moe: CADY
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